Sunday, November 28, 2004
Saw Xin Ru's blog and was rather inspired by it.. If I have the money, time n someone to accompany me, I really wanna go backpacking in Australia or maybe England.. Basically, I wanna go to a place with little or no language barrier n a place where I get to see nice sceneries.. I tink the 2nd criteria isn't tt much of a criteria as most countries shld have at least one or 2 good sceneries..
I also wanna get to see more european ppl.. haha.. I tink i'm juz getting sick of seeing asian & living in an asian cty, I dun wanna see another asian one.. haha...
The Origin. 11/28/2004 06:14:00 pm
Well.. yesterday evening, I went to Jason Lim's (my sec 3/4 lit. teacher) hse with a few of my frenz.. Lionel, Guan Yik, Qin Yi, Yvonne, Vincent, Timothy(finally met him) n Candice.. Saw his 2 sons, Aian n Ethan (i tink tt's the spelling)..
haha.. It was quite fun.. we talked a bit n played with his sons.. I kinda feel tt Jason & his wife r really committed ppl.. They have been together since JC.. His wife waited for him during his NS n they r happily married now.. Juz imagine the amt of committment they have for each other...
It set me thinking.. will I ever have tt much committment for my future gf? I mean.. the gal whom I knew from my australia trip.. I felt so much for her at tt pt of time.. But I eventually lost "feelings" for her.. If I can lose feelings for someone I felt so much for n did so much for(from my pt of view), how will i ever be committed? haha.. sucky subject.. but i muz admit, it's usually the kinda stuffs NS guys think abt....
Anyway, we went back only at 1130.. took the NEL train to outram but missed the last train there.. so we took a cab.. N I was so pissed with tt stupid driver.. shall not bitch abt him.. But be4 we left, I defeated Ethan in the driving game at his hse.. haha.. he was so shocked tt I won him despite my car being slower(although it's much easier to control).. I still can remember his shocked look and tone when I won.. haha.. bullied him but he was really hao lian man.. haha...
The Origin. 11/28/2004 05:53:00 pm
Saturday, November 27, 2004
haha.. Juz got home from my 3rd driving lesson.. So cool man.. I got to go out of BBDC today.. haha.. when the instructor told me so, I was super stunned.. Scared lah.. go out see so many cars n so many ppl on the rd..
Haha.. but it turned out quite well(although my engine stalled once while moving off)..
The instructor kept pushing me to change up my gear to the 4th 1 man.. haha... sbut changing up is fun.. It's the change down which sux.. still need to break n stuffs.. haha...
but overall, I like learning driving.. can't wait for my next lesson tml!!
The Origin. 11/27/2004 10:58:00 am
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Feeling kinda pissed now... Cuz of a stupid person who's supposed to do his A lvl again this yr. He has a paper tml n he is still online playing games now.. N guess wat? he has the cheek to ask me to join him...
Initially, I told him to give me a buzz if he needs my help.. Tt was quite a few mths ago.. N he called me only last mth.. Ok.. so I went all the way to his hse.. So I went there.. N guess wat? His whole table was in a mess n he had to spend like 5~10 mins finding his lecture notes(n he lost his stupid maths lecture note)... BUT his collection of FHM & Maxim are neatly placed on the shelf.. I was kinda pissed with tt.. So I told him off(hoping tt he will work hard)... After tt, I brought him to my hse to pass him my maths lect notes...
Oh.. Y did I even bother to help him in the 1st place???
The Origin. 11/23/2004 06:36:00 pm
Sunday, November 21, 2004
The time now is 0636.. I can't slp.. stomachache.. haha.. Went out with Ai Tian n Lin Run yesterday to celebrate Lin Run's belated b-day(as usual cuz her birthday falls in nov n tt's usually the exams period).. we went for steamboat at marina bay.. (probably the reason for my stomachache.. Anyway, I was super lame yesterday. talked loads of cock.. haha...Not tt I dun talk cock usually but i feel tt Icame up with a whole bunch of cock yesterday.. haha...
I was asked a qn yesterday.. "Would u call ur own gf bitchy?" Hmm.. i feel tt I won't say tt.. I'm quite confident tt I won't get a gf whom I feel is bitchy + if i have to say tt abt my gf, I probably will break up with my gf anyway..
N the funny thing abt yesterday, Ai Tian n Lin Run raised the topic abt my singlehood(I shld have expected tt).. N when they did tt, I was sooo uninterested.. I admit, the usual me wld be at least a little bit interested in it but I wasn't... Anyway, luckily, they didn't go at tt for long.. hmm... wonder y.....
The Origin. 11/21/2004 06:37:00 am
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Wahaha.. I passed my advanced theory evaluation! I have booked the test to be on 11th Dec.. Haha.. will work hard to pass tt... N I did my 1st driving lesson today.. It's so fun!!! Haha.. It went rather smoothly.. I hope tt this smoothness will last.. Then the instructor oso very funny 1.. He talked a lot 1...Then keep asking abt me n my studies.. Then when I told him tt my sports sux, he said tt he still tot tt I'm a basketball player... wahahahahaha... looks can be deceiving sia...
Talking abt tt... I was on despatch yesterday.. In place of Jian wei(who was on mc).. haha.. anyway, the despatch driver drove me to CMPB n Suntec to do despatch.. along the way, he like kept talking to me abt relationship stuffs sia.. haha.. He said quite a lot of stuffs tt were worth a lesson for me... haha.. considering tt i'm single... N I found tt my concept of a relationship is still quite childish in some aspects...
The Origin. 11/20/2004 02:48:00 pm
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
haha.. Commitment phobia.. Thanx man, Xin Ru.. U liao shi ru shen... haha..I suppose tt word describes me.. Or at least the phase tt I'm gg thru now.. haha...
Oh well.. Looking back at all the times when I so-called fell in love with a certain gal, it was like within a span of a few weeks tt I gotten over it. Even for the most recent 1, the gal I got to know on my australian trip. I backed off when our friendship got pretty close. The only 1 which I can't really get over, was my 1st crush.. But I suppose tt's cuz she's my 1st crush n I did not really do anything to get to be closer to her... I f I did, I probably wld have backed off as well...
So commitment phobia is the word.... haha... So i'll probably be single until I can get over it.. haha... In the mean time, I shall embrace singlehood... haha...
The Origin. 11/17/2004 08:00:00 pm
Sunday, November 14, 2004
haha.. sian man... went out with my mom, sis n her bf earlier.. we went to suntec for lunch then my sis n her bf went to the motor show in suntec.. haha.. I was like thinking, "If I were despo enough, I'll go in first thing in the morning n start looking ard until the end of the day. this way, can see all the gals." haha.. but i'm not despo enough.. tt's the pt..
anyway, the whole trip went well until my mom attacked my single status.. again... she said, "actually, I tink tt u r not bad looking but y don't u have a gf up till now?" haha... then she kept pestering me... she even asked me to get feedback from some of my closer female frenz... sianz... haha.. I guess it's a mother's right to dream.......
The Origin. 11/14/2004 04:26:00 pm
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Uploaded the song.. "Life Is Like A Boat" by Rei Fu. Song in the anime called Bleach.
Lyrics
"Nobody knows who I really am,
I've never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves will guide you through another day
Tooku de iku o shiteru
toumei ni natta mitai
Kurayami ni omoi dakedo
mekakushi sareteta dake
Inori wo sasagete
atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made ee~
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you will follow me and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku
nukedashitakunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki
de mune wo sureteku
And every time I see your face
The oceans lead out to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can't see the shore
Oh, I can't see the shore...
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I feel this way toward you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku
odayaka na hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki
de mune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete
atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made
And everytime I see your face
The oceans lead out to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can't see the shore
Unmei no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to
Watashi-tachi wo sou kedo
sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne... "
The Origin. 11/13/2004 09:36:00 pm
Hmm.. I admit I'm a very blur person but tt isn't the reason.. I sux..
Juz the other day, I forgot all abt my 11-B when I got home.. It was not in my wallet but in my pocket instead.. I was too lazy to put it into my wallet n i was in a rush.. Then I threw my whole pants into the washing machine.. When my 11-B came out, it was spoilt as the manegtism was gone..
Yesterday, I kicked over half a pail of paint while painting.. Cuz I didn't bother to put it back in the kitchen as I will need it later..
Today, while climbing up the furnitures to paint the wall, I broke the glass tt was in-built into the furniture. I was lucky tt I wasn't hurt or anything. Sux.. I paid attention to the 1st glass but when I came to the 2nd, I forgot all abt it.
I feel tt I have always been so blur cuz I wasn't alert.. Or so to say, I didn't bother to really concentrate on wat I'm doing and thus didn't bother to be alert.. If I were more aware of my surroundings and myself, many incidents could be easily avoided.. But the pt is, I didn't bother.. Furthermore, I'm lazy to complete the small little things which led to me gg thru all the incidents..
So, the conclusion is:
1) I'm lazy
2) I'm not alert enough
MUST change this!!!
The Origin. 11/13/2004 08:16:00 pm
Haha.. Tried and tried again but juz can't seem to upload tt song... will try again next time.
I'm now dreaming of my Ripcurl bag.. Haha. saw it with weili when we went out the other day.. haha.. Like the looks of it but it doesn't have a sling.. It's juz a simple hand-carry bag.. It cost 50 bucks.. Kinda ok for a ripcurl bag(it's even cheaper than a tee-shirt!!) I like it but I juz can't convince myself of a reason to buy it.. haha.. It gives me the feeling of "zhong kan, bu zhong yong" cuz no compartments 1.. Plus I have a big timberland bag liao.. haha.. N tt bag is super durable lah.. haha.. got "an quan gan".. like can use for my whole lifetime oso won't spoil 1.. But I still like tt looks of my ripcurl bag... sigh....
Oh.. there's this online game called Maple Story.. Can get it at www.mapleglobal.com .. it's a RPG with gunbound-like graphics.. So it's very cute.. haha.. fun.. maybe u guys can go try it when u r free...
The Origin. 11/13/2004 07:43:00 am
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Haha.. Today's a cool day.. As usual, went to work.. But today, my boss is rather crappy.. Haha.. Then quite funny.. N guess wat, he let me off early.. haha.. 4 plus can go off liao.. haha.. Anyway, he was driving me to hillview drive for me to take the bus(cuz he's gg off to another place).. Then when he stopped to let me off, there was a chio bu in low mini-skirt, I tink.. u know, those hipster kind n jeans material kinda skirt.. haha.. then he immdiately told me, "go n ask her for her number".. Haha.. damn funny lah.. But seriously, tt chio bu was really hot man.. There were quite a few guys looking at her when we got onto the bus(we took the same bus)..
Oh.. My family is now painting our hse now.. haha.. I started painting my rm at 6 n now, I only finished half of it.. haha.. Damn slow man.. wanted to proceed on but my dad said no.. haha.. sad man.. I was all set out to finish painting my rm by tonight.. will continue tml..
By the way, any of u guys listen to japanese songs? Do u know of an artist called Rei Fu? One of her song is "Life Is Like A Boat".. Think tt it's rather nice.. Will put it up if I can settle my angelfire account problem..
The Origin. 11/10/2004 08:10:00 pm
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Haha.. Today is a great day man!!! Haha.. I bought 2 Nike jogging tee for juz 5 bucks! Haha.. Actually, it's cuz I got vouchers for Royal Sporting House.. Haha.. It's actually 50+ each but I got nth else to buy there, so I juz went ahead n buy the tees. Haha.. Then I oso got myself an Adidas shoe bag for 12 bucks..
Anyway, the most sia suay thing abt today was tt I went along orchard rd finding Paul Frank(I tink tt's the name lah.. It's a monkey logo brand) panties for my sis.. haha.. It's for her christmas present.. haha.. 7 pairs for all 7 days of the week.. it's so embarassing man.. Luckily, I got my mom with me.. haha.. So still not tt bad..
Later met up with my sis n her bf then we took a cab back home(cuz the price is abt the same as us taking a bus home).. haha.. Took a mercedes cab.. wow... so cool.. the horse power n pick up speed is so gd man.. haha... First time!!!
Oh.. I changed my plan to Suntalk 150.. Free incoming call all day.. But still the same number lah.. feel free to give me a buzz.. haha..
The Origin. 11/07/2004 05:46:00 pm
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Haha.. Juz read Hiang Kiat's forwarded mail on The Exorcist.. Played tt stupid game n got scared out of my wits man.. haha... Stupid game..
Anyway, I have made an observation.. I tink tt gals(between sec 3 to jc 1/2) have some kind of an attraction to guys in army uniform.. The other day, I went to alexandra hospital for my medical appt. Then I went to queensway shopping centre with my mom. We saw an ACJC gal with her mom as well.. According to my mom, she kept looking at me when she walked pass us. I was in my army uniform.
Then yesterday, I came back from camp late with my father.. Then in the lift there was this gal from SCSS. I was looking downwards thru out the whole lift ride. Then my dad told me tt the gal kept looking at me too.. I was in my army uniform as well..
So I think gals have an attraction for NS guys.. Haha.. Is it true? This is juz my own observation lah.. haha..
Went out with my family for lunch today.. somehow they got into the mood of targeting my love life.. Haha.. my mom showed much confidence in me.. she commented tt she trusts tt I will not go for any ah lians or ah huays.. Haha.. Anyway, my only answer to them was, "see ba.. It will come when the time comes".
Wat I tink is tt, I dun have to rush into it.. I'll rather take my time n see if there's the right 1.. I am kinda picky, i suppose.. Like in shopping for stuffs(with a particular thing to buy), I will go ard looking for everywhere for the one i like best.. I will go to every place tt I know to sell the kind of item which I want to purchase n look.. Sometimes, I can go from orchard to marina square n finally back to orchard again to buy the item tt I want.. haha.. Picky, right? so in this sense, i feel tt I am so in terms of love too.. haha.. If I can't find the right 1, I might as well remain single.. haha... Though I may want the spiritual support of a love one at times, I rather take my time in this area..
The Origin. 11/06/2004 09:56:00 pm
Friday, November 05, 2004
Haha.. Didn't blog for quite some time liao.. Gotta admit, I was too engrossed with this game, "MU online"..
Anyway, was busy in Pasir laba camp for the past few days.. Learnt and saw quite a lot of stuffs.. I saw how the ppl wanted so much to upgrade their profession(WOSE).. I was impressed with their drive n wat ideas they came up with to change n upgrade the WOSE.. Really hope tt they can accomplish wat they came up with.. I wld wish to see it..(though tt means tt I might have more work to do)
Anyway, today I did overtime until 1830.. So many things to do man.. Afterall, both my boss n I were not in office for so many days.. Anyway, there's this Ma'am Tan Yian Lian in my office.. She's like 40~50 yrs old n she's still single.. Then she's like so devoted to her job as a PA.. Then she always work late.. like today, she probably left at 7 pm.. I admire her work attitude n how she is able to work so well.. Must learn from her..
Oh.. Do u guys have MSN? I'm using it more often now.. My icq kinda sux, I tink.. Cuz there's always some 27 yr old ppl asking for my authorization 1.. n so little ppl use icq now too.. Anyway, my email add is my yahoo add.. pls add me..
The Origin. 11/05/2004 09:38:00 pm
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Went to Pasir Laba camp earlier today(whole afternoon) to listen to some talk again.. will be gg there for the whole of this week.. Sigh..
Anyway, the topic is abt transformation of the army.. One of the pts raised by the speaker was tt throughout the transformation of SAFTI MI, the committee was only concerned with the future end-state tt they wanted. They were not concerned with wat flaws they have now.. I feel tt the idea is gd n can probably apply in life.. For me, I am pretty concerned with wat faults i have & wat flaws others feel tt i have.. Now, kinda feel tt, instead of thinking this way, y not simply tink of the kind of guy i wanna be in future n work towards being 1.. Like finding a model to move towards. haha.. but i'm sure it will be a long way to come.. Probably it won't be feasible cuz it's a different context.. human mind n organisation work differently.. hmm.. pt to ponder... haha..
The Origin. 11/02/2004 09:28:00 pm