Friday, April 27, 2007
I think it is essentially a kind of 'entertainment' talk. I don't exactly love discussing about answers after a paper. I have grown to not see the point in it all. I can do nothing if I have been proven to get the wrong answers. Suppose I manage to prove that I got it right, I will feel 'secure' but I am causing another person to feel bad at the same time. So what is the point? Despite having such thoughts, I am still unable to stand by it. Often I simply just take part in it more for the little bit of 'friendliness' for being there to discuss or whatever it is associated with. Ha.. how unfriendly of me to even have such thoughts rite? oh well....
The Origin. 4/27/2007 11:34:00 pm
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I think it was her tone and her attitude. That stupid lady from IRO was just so annoying. I do not like to show-off but I also do not like to be looked down upon. I guess I didn't make it clear that it had nothing to do with the money but everything to do with the kind of attitude and service we are getting. I'm not a sucker for good service but I feel that I need to have at least a certain standard when I pay a certain price. Wat's more? I pay my school fees!
On a separate note, if u see me over the next few days, you might find me in a very anal mood about vulgarities. I am just making a joke about the use of human anatomy or related in the vulgarities. Especially after I got to know that 'hong gan' means anyhow have sex and 'tu lan' means penis erects..
And so the french immersion for June is close to being called off for ddp. sigh...
The Origin. 4/10/2007 11:11:00 pm
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Maybe it is the cycle of near-morbidity occurring around my family.. I realized that the tears just don't flow. I don't remember the last they flow in fact. Selective memory? Or simply lack of feeling...
I was walking beside a lady and she stopped to pick up a slug which made its way onto the pathway. I stopped to look and after her deed, she had a short conversation as we both walked towards the library. She said that she loves animals and ask if I do. My answer was simple: ok la. I don't know. I just don't feel that particular love or passion for anything. I feel kind of dehumanized....
The Origin. 4/05/2007 10:35:00 am