Sunday, December 19, 2004
Sux.. Went for jc clz gathering earlier this evening. Got tt sudden sense of loneliness again. So didn't really enjoy myself much.
However, juz when i'm beginning to enjoy myself more, it's ard 11. Hmm.. is it tt you'll grow to be more considerate as you grow older?
Back when I was in sec 4 and jc, I dun gif a damn and will stay out all night with my frenz. However, this is not the case today. I know for one thing, my mom wld probably be unable to slp well cuz I'm away the whole night. Thus I chose to go. A big part of me wanted so much to stay. Sux..
I hate this.
I feel really chained down. I really want to break free and forget abt everything and let loose. But all this stupid committments and stuffs are always there. In short, I juz wanna follow my heart. But I can't.
I really really hate this.
The Origin. 12/19/2004 01:31:00 am