Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Sian.....
the same time of the yr again.... there will be an admission exercise for uni soon...
still ain't very sure abt wat I wanna do... shld I carry on with my chemical engineering and hope for a scholarship? or shld I try for medicine?
The tsunami incident kinda hit me in a special way... If I were a doctor, I am more able to help these people.. I really felt useless during tt pt of time.. as in, the only thing I cld do was to donate in the form of cash(even though money helps a lot) and if I were to take up chem engin, tt will be all I can do in the event that sth like this occur.. however, I feel that I am not cut out for medicine... i'm careless n stuffs.... blah blah blah..... I juz dun have wat it takes to be a doc, i tink.... sux.......
and bloody hell.... everybody in my family is asking if i wanna try for medicine (or rather, expressing tt they hope tt i try for medicine)... I dun need tt kind of pressure.... Can't u guys juz let me find out for myself???????? sometimes, juz really wanna ask them to f*** off... but they r still my family... and i suppose it's every parents' n elder sister's right to hope for the best for their son/bro.... but still, pissed... maybe gg for a walk or sth later....
The Origin. 1/18/2005 06:37:00 pm