Tuesday, July 26, 2005
HesitateWell. I suppose if I dun talk abt it here, it defeats the purpose of having a blog then.
I'm tired of all the crap abt my family being so concerned over my love life. But I can't really complain or juz ask them to back off. The truth is I'm at fault cuz I didn't bother to explain anything. But wat does it matter? I know their answers but I'm juz not ready....
Since the last "incident", I have been afraid of myself. I'm capable of such blind passion, yet lose them as suddenly as they appeared. It sucks. I feel sick of myself for all those crap. I dun want it to happen again... I can't live with myself, not even so long away from the incident. Not even when i know tt she's living happily now. I juz can't.
The Origin. 7/26/2005 07:31:00 pm