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Saturday, August 20, 2005

Power??

Bought the new issue of Maxim, featuring in Lin Chiling, ytd. Come to think of it, I only bought 3 issues of such magazine til date. lol.. The 1st one, FHM, was bought when I was in BMT, tt issue was featuring the top 100 females or sth. It was a total let-down cuz the top 100 sux, and it got lost-in-platoon.

The 2nd was Felicia Chin on FHM. It's still somewhere in my cupboard. I threw it there after browsing through it once.

In truth, I kinda regretted buying them. I'm not a magazine-kinda person, so to speak. And seeing scandily dressed ladies on every other page is kinda lame. Watz more? There are also dialogue bubbles, like "I like men with..." at every pic.. I seriously wonder why ppl can buy a whole collection of such mags...

Well.. I'm not saying tt I'm not interested in such things (I AM!) but it's juz kinda stupid to flip through them, dun u think?

Anyway, next time, if u hear saying tt I have bought another issue or plan to buy another issue of such mag, PLEASE SLAP ME! WAKE ME UP!I'm probably speaking or acting on impulse cuz the cover girl is very chio.

Flipping through the mag, I also remembered a little debate my clz had during our GP lesson during our 1st 3 months. It was abt the world becoming a woman's world. One of the gals was arguing sth like, "Ladies are being idolised by guys. Guys have pic of their idol with them on their tables and stuff.." (sth like tt).

Personally, I feel tt this is nothing to be proud of. I feel tt it sucks to be an object of sexual fantasy in one's mind. It doesn't mean more power, it only means less.

Come to think abt it, I have always wondered why celebrities would want to appear on those magazines. I mean it isn't exactly honourable but they still do it. If it's monetary, as stars, they already have enough, right? Maybe it's in the contract?? YOU MUST DO AT LEAST ONE PHOTO-SHOOT TO BE A STAR.

Just talked to Ai Tian over MSN. She did an analysis on my blog entries and diagnosed tt sth big must be bothering me. This is because my entries vary from very long to very short ones - indicating extreme mood swings (sth along tt line.. wanted to copy the conversation but closed it by mistake).

I conclude tt the only sth big bothering me is tt I'm in NS and for this period of my life, there is no purpose whatsoever. I am drifting, there is completely no direction. I have played for abt a yr and I'm seriously getting very sick of it. Games, they dun interest me like they used to anymore. They are only a form of past-time cuz I have nth else to do.

I need purpose and I need short-term goals. They will come when I go to uni but for now, I have thought of some options, like getting into volunteery work, learning sth or getting attached!! lolz.. Getting attached is out of the qn for now, so I'm left with the 1st 2...

The Origin. 8/20/2005 02:27:00 pm

quotes

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true." - Dr. Meredith Grey from Grey's Anatomy

'How happy is the little Stone
That rambles in the Road alone,
And doesn't care about Careers
And Exigencies never fears-
Whose Coat of elemental Brown
A passing Universe put on,
And independent as the Sun
Associates or glows alone,
Fulfilling absolute Decree
In casual simplicity-' - How happy is the little Stone by Emily Dickinson

'This is your last chance.
After this, there is no turning back.
You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe.
You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.' - Morpheus, The Matrix

'The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.
Not because you'll get it, but because you're doomed not to want it if you do.' - Unknown

'There are plenty of people with good intentions who take the wrong actions in the end' - Gundam Seed Destiny

'Life is no straight and easy corridor along
which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley.

But always, if we have faith,
a door will open for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that will ultimately
prove good for us.' - A.J.Cronin

"Every life has one true-love snapshot
Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know
No life is a waste.
The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone"

"A man can endure alot if he still has hope." - Clyde T. Ellis

" 'Appreciate It.' 2 simple words. A life span of gratitude." - Cinderella Man

"A boxer enters the ring alone. If knocked down, he alone could pick himself up and keep the fight going." - Cinderella Man

"You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing you think you cannot do." - Eleanor Roosevelt

"Jame J. Braddock: I know this isn't what you wanted. But I can't win if you're not behind me.
Mae: I'm always behind you."

"People die in fairy tales all the time." - Max Baer, Cinderella Man

"Maybe sometimes people need to see someone do it so they can do it." - Father Rorick, Cinderella Man

"You always got ot figure you're not the best man in the world, there might be somebody better. That's the way it was. That's the way boxing is. The champion don't always stand up. There's always somebody coming up to take him. That's a part of life." - Jame J. Braddock

"If either man falls through weakness or otherwise, he must get up unassisted" - The Queensbury Rules, No. 4

"All men have fears, but the brave put down their fears and go forward, sometimes to death, but always to victory" - Motto of the King's Guard in Ancient Greece

"With each passing day in a good marriage, the love for your spouse grow stronger than the day before" - Cinderella Man

"I take responsibility" - President George W. Bush

"Sow a Thought, and you reap an Act;
Sow an Act, and you reap a Habit;
Sow a Habit, and you sow a Character;
Sow a Character, and you reap a Destiny." - Samuel Smiles

"Our doubts are traitors,
And make us lose the good we oft might win
By fearing to attempt - Shakespeare in Measure of Measure

"What does your heart tell you?" - Aragorn, LOTR

"To an outstretched hand we shall respond with an olive branch, but we shall fight fire with the harshest fire ever." - Israeli PM Ariel Sharon

"To deny our own impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human. " - The Matrix

"Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright that God may love thee. Speak the truth, always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath." - Balian of Ibelin, Kingdom of Heaven

"You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view... Until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it." - Atticus Finch, To Kill A Mockingbird

"It is not our abilities that show what we truly are... it is our choices." - Dumbledore, Harry Potter

"Do not be too eager to deal out death in judgment. Even the very wise cannot see all ends." - Gandalf, LOTR

"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten." - Lilo & Stitch

"Your heart is free. Have the courage to follow it." - Malcolm Wallace, Braveheart

"Every man dies, not every man really lives." - William Wallace, Braveheart

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