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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I'm Slowwww

Here comes a fairly crappy post. (Actually, I think there are some serious parts but oh well.. I just wanna start with that sentence today.) Anyway, the reason for making the already well-known statement - I'm slowww is because of 2 fairly recent incident. 3 actually but I don't wanna talk about the 3rd.

Firstly, I met Ai Tian & Lin Run for dinner last week. Ai Tian bought a tee for Lin Run from Bangkok and during one of their washroom trips, Lin Run changed to her new tee. So the 2 of them came out and asked me, "Do you see any difference?" It took me at least 5 mins and some walking to finally realised tt Lin Run changed her top.

Next, my sister and I were switching our rooms on Sunday. The process entailed moving everything in our original rooms to our "new" ones. I took 2 hrs longer than my sister to complete because I took my own sweet time. "The Australians do things at a slow pace too, u knw?", I told my mother. Ha.. They ended up playing mahjong while waiting for me to finish packing....

Anywayz, caught Curse of the Golden Flower. 3 words - complicated sia la. The relationships are complicated, the backdrops are intrigue but complicated and the processes are also complicated. The only not-so-complicated scene was after the massacre of 10000? (I have prb converting chinese digits to english) soldiers where they were cleared away like rubbish.

Also, I got my results today. It ain't excellent but it is above my expectation. It means something to me cuz I have much more commitments than I had in JC and I am doing fine. Heng la.

I wanted to say "u look great" cuz I really felt so. But I didn't... Hmmm.. still too shy? crap...

Anywayz, here's an arrow from Mr. Her's many random arrows..

FAVOURITE COLOUR not really. So long as they go well or look nice
FAVOURITE FOOD pizza
FAVOURITE MOVIE LoTR
FAVOURITE SPORT slowww jog
FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK friday
FAVOURITE ICE CREAM chocolate, rum & raisin
FAVOURITE TV SHOWS Grey’s Anatomy
CURRENT MOOD sleepy
CURRENT TASTE my dinner.. lamb leg…
CURRENT CLOTHES singlet n berms
CURRENT DESKTOP no desktop,using laptop
CURRENT TOE NAILS COLOUR dun have
CURRENT TIME 2205hrs
CURRENT ANNOYANCE nothing. In fact, I’m kinda happy
CURRENT THOUGHTS doing this survey
FIRST BEST FRIEND I only rmb the ones from sec sch onwards.. sharon
FIRST CRUSH pri 5
FIRST MOVIE aliens
FIRST LIE pri 3 – lied tt I did not bring my homework when I brought but did not do.
FIRST MUSIC forgot
LAST CIGARETTE non-smoker
LAST DRINK plain water
LAST CAR RIDE saturday
LAST CRUSH now?
LAST PHONE CALL qing zhang
LAST CD PLAYED david tao - compilation
HAVE YOU DATED ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS? no
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN THE LAW? I think I broke a few without knowing
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ARRESTED? nope
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SKINNY DIPPED? nope
HAVE YOU EVER KISSED SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW? nope
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED AND LOST SOMEONE? Very vague.. dunno the answer
SINGLE, TAKEN OR CRUSHING? crushing
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE NOW? I dunno until I get my results tmr. haha
WHEN YOU MEET THE RIGHT PERSON, DO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM/HER FAST? yes
HAVE YOU EVER GOT YOUR HEART BROKEN? yes
DO YOU WAN CHILDREN? Not really. Depends on other half too.
HOW MANY? Max of 2
WOULD YOU EVER CONSIDER ADOPTION? Yes.
ARE YOU ROMANTIC? Ask my future gf
DO YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN CHANGE SOMEONE? If the someone is me, yes.
IF YOU COULD GET MARRIED SOMEWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE? A church far far away? But marriage is btw 2 ppl.. so I need to knw the other half’s mind…
DO YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? yes
HAVE YOU EVER WISHED THAT YOU COULD HAVE SOMEONE BUT YOU MESSED IT UP? Yes but more like I didn’t do enough
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A HEART? I think so but I have no idea
IF ONE DAY YOUR BEST FRIEND FALLS IN LOVE WITH THE PERSON YOU ARE DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH, WHAT WILL YOU DO? I think I’ll go for it and see who the girl decides on. If he were my best friend he’ll understand. I hope.

The Origin. 12/27/2006 02:56:00 pm

quotes

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true." - Dr. Meredith Grey from Grey's Anatomy

'How happy is the little Stone
That rambles in the Road alone,
And doesn't care about Careers
And Exigencies never fears-
Whose Coat of elemental Brown
A passing Universe put on,
And independent as the Sun
Associates or glows alone,
Fulfilling absolute Decree
In casual simplicity-' - How happy is the little Stone by Emily Dickinson

'This is your last chance.
After this, there is no turning back.
You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe.
You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.' - Morpheus, The Matrix

'The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.
Not because you'll get it, but because you're doomed not to want it if you do.' - Unknown

'There are plenty of people with good intentions who take the wrong actions in the end' - Gundam Seed Destiny

'Life is no straight and easy corridor along
which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley.

But always, if we have faith,
a door will open for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that will ultimately
prove good for us.' - A.J.Cronin

"Every life has one true-love snapshot
Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know
No life is a waste.
The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone"

"A man can endure alot if he still has hope." - Clyde T. Ellis

" 'Appreciate It.' 2 simple words. A life span of gratitude." - Cinderella Man

"A boxer enters the ring alone. If knocked down, he alone could pick himself up and keep the fight going." - Cinderella Man

"You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing you think you cannot do." - Eleanor Roosevelt

"Jame J. Braddock: I know this isn't what you wanted. But I can't win if you're not behind me.
Mae: I'm always behind you."

"People die in fairy tales all the time." - Max Baer, Cinderella Man

"Maybe sometimes people need to see someone do it so they can do it." - Father Rorick, Cinderella Man

"You always got ot figure you're not the best man in the world, there might be somebody better. That's the way it was. That's the way boxing is. The champion don't always stand up. There's always somebody coming up to take him. That's a part of life." - Jame J. Braddock

"If either man falls through weakness or otherwise, he must get up unassisted" - The Queensbury Rules, No. 4

"All men have fears, but the brave put down their fears and go forward, sometimes to death, but always to victory" - Motto of the King's Guard in Ancient Greece

"With each passing day in a good marriage, the love for your spouse grow stronger than the day before" - Cinderella Man

"I take responsibility" - President George W. Bush

"Sow a Thought, and you reap an Act;
Sow an Act, and you reap a Habit;
Sow a Habit, and you sow a Character;
Sow a Character, and you reap a Destiny." - Samuel Smiles

"Our doubts are traitors,
And make us lose the good we oft might win
By fearing to attempt - Shakespeare in Measure of Measure

"What does your heart tell you?" - Aragorn, LOTR

"To an outstretched hand we shall respond with an olive branch, but we shall fight fire with the harshest fire ever." - Israeli PM Ariel Sharon

"To deny our own impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human. " - The Matrix

"Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright that God may love thee. Speak the truth, always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath." - Balian of Ibelin, Kingdom of Heaven

"You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view... Until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it." - Atticus Finch, To Kill A Mockingbird

"It is not our abilities that show what we truly are... it is our choices." - Dumbledore, Harry Potter

"Do not be too eager to deal out death in judgment. Even the very wise cannot see all ends." - Gandalf, LOTR

"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten." - Lilo & Stitch

"Your heart is free. Have the courage to follow it." - Malcolm Wallace, Braveheart

"Every man dies, not every man really lives." - William Wallace, Braveheart

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