Friday, January 05, 2007
Dear Ah_Ken of tomorrow,
This letter is written in goodwill to remind you of what you had set out to do yesterday, for you seem to have forgotten all about them today. Maybe you just needed a rest from studies and all, or maybe you were just a little bit too satisfied with your results. Then again it may be because of the festive seasons that have led to the change in mood. Whatever the case, let me now list your priorities out for you here:
1. You are a student. It is obvious that you should focus your efforts on your studies. Furthermore, your friends, who are already working, have constantly reminded you of the benefits of studying. Just a quote, "When you study until you stress and you 'seh' your textbook, the textbook will not scold you back."
Let me also stress that although your results are above your expectations, you really not that good. You can't afford to put in less effort than you did for last semester, especially now that you are taking 6 modules.
Furthermore, please do not repeat your mistake last semester. Do you remember how you simply lose your steam after the mid-term breaks? Make sure that you don't fall into that again this semester.
2. Your applications for scholarships before was met with rejections and you know that it was not just for the reason that you did not take any 'S' papers. It was also because you had an average CCA record. You realised your mistake and had set out to take on more responsibilities after you set foot into NUS. You chose to work for USC because you felt closer to home (in NUS) there. Although you may be a bit burnt out from the various committees you are in, you know that they serve as a good learning experience for a greenhorn like you.
In addition, you also knew that you are not the most capable person there is but you believe that a positive attitude can help you to learn more to become one. Do not slack in this sense.
3. It is natural for people to want to find a partner to share their love and joy with. However, with your other priorities, you know you cannot give your 100% into a relationship at this point in time. And knowing you, you will want to give 101% into it. Thus you should not even had entertain thoughts of getting into one. Not now. Then again, I know you probably had made the decision after much contemplation as your experience had shown you the need to think through before acting on any feelings. Oh well.. It seems that she is not interested. So let's not make it any worse ok?
4. Do you remember why you wanted to join USP? It was for the opportunities. However, you have not taken up much thus far. Maybe you have adapted so well to Uni life that you are already very comfortable. It is time to kick yourself out of your comfort zone. Move it.
I know that all these will probably bring your stress level to greater heights, especially with school starting in 2 days time. However, you have your share of a slack holiday this December. Time to start your engine, kid.
Yours Sincerely,
Ah_Ken of today
PS: I chose to blog in this style because I initially wanted to write another letter but I chose not to.
The Origin. 1/05/2007 11:44:00 pm