Wednesday, January 24, 2007
I neither love nor hate eating fish. For a long time, it had been take your time to eat the fish and no complaints about the bones. To speak the truth, I do enjoy the taste of fish meat. However, I don't remember when it began but of late, I dread the sight of fish on the dining table. It is not because of the trouble of picking out the bones, I assure you. I don't mind the effort to eat the fish. The thought that strikes is in fact, 'damn.. how long is this meal going to take me?' This is always the case when I see my beloved chilli crabs being laid out on the dining table. I think it is pathetic. I understand the fact that a person has only 24 hours a day and personally, I need an average of 7 hours of sleep, give or take 1 hour. For most part of my days, I spend in school. Be it, studies or meetings. Yes, meetings which are utter waste of time but are needed to sort things out. Then there are the important people in my life who I very much like to spend time with. Given all these constraints, some things just have to go. Like the time spent at the dining table or the time spent watching the HK serial that is running to TV. This sucks.
I'm 21 and I fully understand these facts of life but why am I lamenting about them here? Well.. It could be because of the devastating french lesson I attended in the morning or the email that says that french technical preparatoy lessons start this saturday from 9 to 1230 or it could be that I realised that I am behind the lessons even though it is only week 3. Suddenly the question, 'hey.. why don't you make your life easier by not taking up French DDP?' I guess it is only natural to think of this but from past experience, when I choose the easy way out, I only live to regret them after everything. I also understand that life is not like your computer games where everything progresses with increasing difficulty. Therefore, all I ask for today and henceforth is for the strength to see these through to the end. Have I also mention how much I hate choices at time? This is one of those time.
The Origin. 1/24/2007 10:00:00 am