Sunday, January 14, 2007
I have no idea why but there seem to be a perfect little place in my kitchen for ants to commit suicide. It is kettle. For a long time, we have found dead ants (1 or 2 per day) in the kettle almost everyday. And just yesterday, I witnessed the amazing lunge executed by an ant. 1st, it walked near to the edge of the water. Next, it climbed back up the slope apparently to get out. However, mid-way upwards, it jumped! It did not look like a slip and fall because of the angle and arch of the jump. The ants must be getting really stressed up too.
On another note, over the past 3 days, 3 guy friends had told me about their attraction towards girls, i.e. what they are attracted to in girls in terms of looks. 1. Big eyes (one of the usual), 2. Thick lips (ha.. I heard of this be4 but this is the first time I hear it from somebody i know) and lastly, 3. ponytail-ed. I thought that the last is pretty funny la.. but oh well.. i have my weird attraction too. Ha.. Hint: It isn't physical but I find it strange.
Anywayz, I went for a session with the cleft kids in KK Hospital yesterday. This time, it was done together with some pplz from USC. Hmmm.. Funny how things can turn out so. When school started, I made the decision not to touch voluntary work for some time. However, there I was yesterday, helping out a little and playing with the kids. Despite being part of the team, I am still not prepared for the level of commitment.
By the way, have any of you read the article by Sumiko Tan today? Basically, it was about how she grew tired of people not meeting her expectation and her wanting to meet theirs or sth along this line. I guess this is part of life. I remember that I was something like that but I grew out of it. Maybe it was the period when I was in the Army or maybe it was earlier. I forgot. A part of me is still yearning to be the goodie-two-shoes that everybody likes but the a**hole in me is more dominant now.. wahaha... I have no issue with people failing to meet my expectations probably because I believe that nobody owes me anything. Furthermore, as a friend quoted, "you are the change you want to see in this world." Don't expect others to change for u.
Ok. Enough crap. Second semester has started and I am taking 6 modules. Somehow this semester seems to be going faster than the last. Horrible. SOMEBODY SAVE~ ME!
The Origin. 1/14/2007 01:57:00 pm