originality; cold-fire

Monday, February 19, 2007

Ha.. I deleted what I wrote the ytd cuz the more I read, the more I felt it to be wrong in some sense. The feeling about wat I wrote just wasn't right somehow. In any case, just take it as everything is fine. ;) I have cleared my thoughts.

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I stepped into Starbucks yesterday. I didn't get my usual - Java Chips Frap. I thought I got sick of Java Chips and I chose Espresso Frap with toffee nut syrup instead. I tasted it and felt it lose its appeal. I walked and sipped more of it along the way, only to realise that what I had actually wanted, what I actually should get was a warm cup of bitter coffee. Have I been looking for the wrong things in life? I pondered returning to get one but I felt the stupidity of spending the money so wastefully. Some times second choices are not available, you can only wait till the next time around to get the choices right.

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I went back to school today cuz I have a book which is to be dued tomorrow and since I was able to get the car this morning, I might as well make the trip down to return it at the book chute. What was confusing were the instructions on the chute... There wasn't any mention of 'normal' loaned books but the was a line that stated, "This is ONLY for RBR book overnight..." I was momentarily confused and called Shi Qi for help.. haha.. Damn ps for distrubing her on a hol morning..

I went for a jog too when I was in school an saw some people training for their sports. I have always been amused about how some people can be committed to so many sports and at the same time, cope with their studies. This has been sth which I have never been able to do or maybe cuz I failed to try be4. Thus the un-sporty me now. A part of me wants to stretch to the limit but another part of me is afraid that I might fail. ha.. I guess you never know when you'll fail until you reach the point of failure. All other senses of failure are just illusions by the mind.

I was took the lift while I was walking over the my car and met a lady who was in the same lift. She asked if I was back for work and I gave my plain reason for being back in school. Out of politeness, I asked her if she was back for work and her answer was that she was back to mark some papers. I can't help but curse at the lies that society has been providing us with. All those talks about how Uni will be a breeze and how things will be better after you start working have all been lies afterall. Lies to make us move forward out of our current situation and progress.

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I managed to catch The Illusionist and I must say that the whole movie revolves around a simple theme: Nothing is what it seems. Even the very protagonist is not our 'hero'. He is a crook but who can fault him for doing the things for love....

The Origin. 2/19/2007 06:49:00 pm

quotes

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true." - Dr. Meredith Grey from Grey's Anatomy

'How happy is the little Stone
That rambles in the Road alone,
And doesn't care about Careers
And Exigencies never fears-
Whose Coat of elemental Brown
A passing Universe put on,
And independent as the Sun
Associates or glows alone,
Fulfilling absolute Decree
In casual simplicity-' - How happy is the little Stone by Emily Dickinson

'This is your last chance.
After this, there is no turning back.
You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe.
You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.' - Morpheus, The Matrix

'The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.
Not because you'll get it, but because you're doomed not to want it if you do.' - Unknown

'There are plenty of people with good intentions who take the wrong actions in the end' - Gundam Seed Destiny

'Life is no straight and easy corridor along
which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley.

But always, if we have faith,
a door will open for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that will ultimately
prove good for us.' - A.J.Cronin

"Every life has one true-love snapshot
Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know
No life is a waste.
The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone"

"A man can endure alot if he still has hope." - Clyde T. Ellis

" 'Appreciate It.' 2 simple words. A life span of gratitude." - Cinderella Man

"A boxer enters the ring alone. If knocked down, he alone could pick himself up and keep the fight going." - Cinderella Man

"You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing you think you cannot do." - Eleanor Roosevelt

"Jame J. Braddock: I know this isn't what you wanted. But I can't win if you're not behind me.
Mae: I'm always behind you."

"People die in fairy tales all the time." - Max Baer, Cinderella Man

"Maybe sometimes people need to see someone do it so they can do it." - Father Rorick, Cinderella Man

"You always got ot figure you're not the best man in the world, there might be somebody better. That's the way it was. That's the way boxing is. The champion don't always stand up. There's always somebody coming up to take him. That's a part of life." - Jame J. Braddock

"If either man falls through weakness or otherwise, he must get up unassisted" - The Queensbury Rules, No. 4

"All men have fears, but the brave put down their fears and go forward, sometimes to death, but always to victory" - Motto of the King's Guard in Ancient Greece

"With each passing day in a good marriage, the love for your spouse grow stronger than the day before" - Cinderella Man

"I take responsibility" - President George W. Bush

"Sow a Thought, and you reap an Act;
Sow an Act, and you reap a Habit;
Sow a Habit, and you sow a Character;
Sow a Character, and you reap a Destiny." - Samuel Smiles

"Our doubts are traitors,
And make us lose the good we oft might win
By fearing to attempt - Shakespeare in Measure of Measure

"What does your heart tell you?" - Aragorn, LOTR

"To an outstretched hand we shall respond with an olive branch, but we shall fight fire with the harshest fire ever." - Israeli PM Ariel Sharon

"To deny our own impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human. " - The Matrix

"Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright that God may love thee. Speak the truth, always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath." - Balian of Ibelin, Kingdom of Heaven

"You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view... Until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it." - Atticus Finch, To Kill A Mockingbird

"It is not our abilities that show what we truly are... it is our choices." - Dumbledore, Harry Potter

"Do not be too eager to deal out death in judgment. Even the very wise cannot see all ends." - Gandalf, LOTR

"Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind. Or forgotten." - Lilo & Stitch

"Your heart is free. Have the courage to follow it." - Malcolm Wallace, Braveheart

"Every man dies, not every man really lives." - William Wallace, Braveheart

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