Sunday, February 18, 2007
I was conversing with a friend on the telephone while I was at my uncle's place. I know, my bad for being impolite but there was pretty much nothing to do or say. Especially with relatives leaving even be4 the crowd arrived. In any case, we complained about how NUS is cheating us of our holiday and we later went on to how she got to know some friends from her modules. On this note, I commented on how some people tend to give the general feeling that they are promoting themselves to people. This comment coincides with her observation of the friends she made. I shall not name where these friends of her came from but i'm sure you can guess. However, I will say that only a hand full of us are like that.
In any case, I never quite understand the rationale for people who appear to be so. I say appear cuz they might not actually set out to be so but I am questioning based on how they got so comfortable in the first place to be so. Shit.. I'm confusing myself here. In any case, I feel that in promoting myself, like wat I do, wat I know, wat I am busy with etc. I am only promoting what I am capable of, what I am associated to and stuffs.. But what do all these tell you about me? Nothing. Ultimately, who I am is not defined by what course I take, how many modules I take, how busy I am and stuffs.
On a separate note, I stumbled upon a friend's blog and read an entry about how excited he was to be part of USP. Ha.. Maybe it is me. I belong to the grp of ppl who will never feel much for the organisation I am in. Be in SCSS, AJC, NUS or USP. They are just structures which I feel distant from. It is the people I know at the places that matters.
The Origin. 2/18/2007 11:55:00 pm