Sunday, November 23, 2008
For some time now, I was afraid that it would come down to this. Selfishly and pathetically, I tried to prevent this eventuality but it has happened. Let's just call it a re-establishment of a mindset or should I say, with enforcement too?
It is a simple mindset that I had so readily thrown away slightly more than a year ago. It is a mindset that I lost for a period of time such that people who came to know me only then, now still thinks of me as somebody else. It is of immense disappointment that they should think of me so but it is something that I have to accept. This is mainly because much as I dislike that phase I was in, I was in it. It was as much of me as I would like to deny it.
No harm whatsoever. I guess I have lost something and gained something. It is a pity and a blessing that life is but a sketch. You never really know which way to live best because you never knew.
Vague? I guess I could be worse.
The Origin. 11/23/2008 10:36:00 pm