Saturday, February 14, 2009
I think it is a pretty good life to be able to talk about the weather and ducks with people around and not be worried about what they might think about you. I think I am on some sort of a holiday away from it all. In a way, away from the epicenter of activities on the emotional level. That was what I saw this trip to be anyway. Sometimes, I think that it might be irresponsible to run away from it all. But I guess some time away is always good and me being there does not change a thing.
On a similar note, a friend said some nice things about me. Well.. It is always nice to be complimented but somehow these don't mean a thing anymore. It is probably the aftermath of everything. As you grow older, you tend to lose faith along the way. Faith in so many things like good vs evil, love, religion and purpose of life in general. With this loss, there is also a sense of confidence growing. confidence which feed on the loss i would say. I mean having lost so much, it is only right to be confident of what is left. Back to the compliment, everything was right, the person, the words, the issues but it just misses the mark. There ain't any point in all these anymore. Having lost faith, what is left is but an inch, fortified with confidence of the very inch that has been left alive.
The Origin. 2/14/2009 04:59:00 pm