Monday, April 20, 2009
I am seeing a rainbow-ish skyline now. The sunset is giving a beautiful array of colours with its descent. Blue, green, yellow, orange and red. There are reddish clouds littered on the blue sky too. The sun went into hiding for the whole of today and gave a perfect finale during the last hours of its existence today.
I am actually pretty pissed off right now. It is such a contradiction to the world around me at this point in time. I am pissed off with all the bullshits around me. All the bullshits that have happened in my life. I am pissed off with the bullshits I have to face in Singapore. I came here for some time away from them. Yet, they are always there. Always lingering there, giving me faint reminders that I will have to face them when I get back.
The worst of all is that one of them literally came knocking on the door. To think that I spent a full week worrying about it because of everything that it is worth to me, it came back to me with a bigger load of bullshit. Yes, much as they are bullshits, they are worth a lot in my life. These are the important bullshits that you have to live with, which is the sucky part. Really. The unimportant ones doesn’t even count as bullshits for you can simply leave them somewhere behind in the passage of time.
The Origin. 4/20/2009 03:44:00 am